Best fudgy brownies

Oct. 9: [Note: Sylvia just fell asleep after working on it for an hour and a half. I’d go in to pick her up and soothe her, and she’d yawn and yawn.  So we took a break and spent some time outdoors, I put her down, she cried for 10 minutes, I held her and bounced her, and at long last, she fell soundly asleep.  Hope it lasts at least a half hour.  Cat-food-breath was one tired girl.]
In other news, I’ve recently been making a brownie recipe that I found on a bag of King Arthur Flour.  It’s so good.  So Good.  I had to share.

The Best Fudge Brownies Ever

1 cup (8 ounces) butter,
2 1/4 cups sugar
1 1/4 cups Dutch process cocoa
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon baking powder
1 tablespoon vanilla extract
4 large eggs
1 1/2 cup King Arthur unbleached all purpose
2 cups chocolate chips, semi-sweet

Note: Increase salt to 1 teaspoon if you are using unsalted butter.

Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Lightly grease a 9×13 inch pan. (I lined mine with aluminum foil).

In a medium-sized microwave-safe bowl, or in a saucepan set over low heat, melt the butter then add the sugar and stir to combine. Return the mixture to the heat (or microwave for 1 minute) and heat until mixture is very hot but not bubbling; it’ll become shiny looking as you stir it. Heating the butter and sugar a second time will dissolve more of the sugar, which will yield a shiny top crust on your brownies.
Transfer the mixture to a bowl (if you melted the butter and sugar in the mixing bowl, you don’t have to transfer anything).

Stir in the cocoa, salt, baking powder and vanilla. Add the eggs, beating till smooth; then add the flour and chips, stirring until combined. Spoon the batter into the prepared pan.

Bake the brownies for 28 minutes, until a cake tester inserted into the center comes out dry. Remove them from the oven and after 5 minutes, loosen the edges with a table knife. This helps prevent sinking as they cool. Cool completely then cut and serve.

Makes 2 dozen brownies

 

Amazing October morning

color.JPGOct. 9: October is undoubtedly my favorite month.  Unless you were to ask me in May.  Or maybe June.  September is good too.  But October.  I think it’s #1.  This morning is sunny and with a brilliantly blue sky.  The maples are all just starting to turn, so there’s lots of green with bright splashes of scarlet and fiery orange and that amazing yellow.  Yellow locus tree leaves against the blue, blue sky.  Nothing like it!
In case you were wondering, this is a post about my abiding love for autumnal beauty.  It is not a post about how Sylvia is not napping this morning.  [I had to stop for a moment there.  Sylvia just discovered the cat’s food for the first time.  Fishing cat food kibble out of her mouth…]  She almost fell asleep while we walked Andrew to preschool.  But then she cried for a half hour in her crib before I decided a nap was right out for a while.
By the way, on the walk to preschool, Andrew said a couple delightful things.
“Hip hip hooray!  It’s preschool today!”
“You’re the best mommy.  Even better than I’m an Andrew.”
Have a good morning!

iPod maddness

Oct. 8: I’ve ripped 1,000 songs in the last couple days.  It’s been an all-day affair.  Tom got an iPhone a while back, and since iPhones are also iPods, he offered me his iPod.  This is new territory for me.  I’ve never had an mp3 listening device.  But now with this new gadget, I’m excited to re-vamp my music-listening habits.  We’ve got loads of CDs, most of which we haven’t listened to in years.  My plan is to rip all our CD to the computer.  I’ll hook up the iPod to our stereo.  It’ll hold all our music.  I’ll keep the CDs that we like and actively use, and I think the rest we’ll find new homes for.
It takes 10 minutes or so to rip a CD.  Andrew’s been very engaged in watching and counting as each track is checked off.  Then he gets to put the new CD in the computer.  He’s have a great time.  We’re both somewhat obsessive personalities:)
I’m about a quarter of the way through my CD collection.  I’m excited to use the playlists and other nifty features to shake-up my music-listening habits.  I often listen to the same 5 CDs for months…even years at a time.  Hey, when I find something I like, I don’t seem to mind listening to it over, and over, and over and over.  Should be fun to re-explore some of my old music and maybe try out some new tunes too.  I found that nearly all our CDs are from the 1990s.  Except for the recent influx of children’s music!  If you have favorite artists or albums, let me know!  I’m game to explore.

Parenting: Choices may be harder than they appear

family.jpgOct. 5: Sylvia has me at a parenting low this morning.  I laid her down for her morning nap, and she cried and cried.  Last night when I put her down to sleep, she was quiet for about 20 minutes and then she screamed…not just cried…for about a half hour.  That little girl has very strong opinions, and one of them is that she’s not so in to sleeping these days.  The whole topic is sort of breaking me into little bits.

This little girl needs a consistent sleeping pattern.  Her ear infections got her way off her game, but even before that…throughout August…she has had an erratic, not-very-happy sleeping existence.  At night she’s back to waking every three hours and then going straight back to sleep.  I’d rather her sleep for five plus hours at this point, but I’m not too worried about it.  It’s the daytime naps, especially the waking after 20-40 minutes that is driving me crazy.

And if that was all the sleep she needed, I’d figure I just didn’t get a baby who needed much sleep (oh, well!), but she does very much need more sleep.  After two lousy naps, she’s a total crab apple.  Just as I’m trying to get supper ready.
When she was sick, I picked her up and nursed or rocked her each time she woke up.  But that resulted in her waking every thirty minutes or so for hours at night.  Since she’s been healthy (for the last six day), I’ve been letting her cry herself to sleep when she won’t go down or when she wakes mid-nap.  She’s a determined girl.  There’s a lot of crying.

I wish that parenting were easier.  I wish that if you loved your baby more than anything you would just be able to do the right thing.  But I’ve seen with Andrew and now with Sylvia that what they need more than anything else is a good parent.  And from my perspective, being a good parent doesn’t (unfortunately) mean always doing what the baby wants.  It is doing what is best for the baby, and for the family, so that everyone gets their needs met (whether they want them met or not!).  From napping to discipline to manners and routines, sometimes the parent has to be the “bad guy.”  Kids need their parents to set limits, to say “no,” to be consistent and firm as well as flexible and giving.  I really don’t like, though, how much it can hurt my heart to be the kind of parent that I think and somehow know that my kids need.

I’m open to any suggestions anyone has about how to get Sylvia sleeping more consistently.  Right now I put her down for her morning nap between 9 and 10 am and her afternoon nap between 1 and 2 pm.  All I do before her nap is nurse her.  She doesn’t like me to read or sing to her.

We’re thinking about switching the nursing to be just after she wakes up.  Before her nap, I think we might try giving her a massage or rocking her in the dark room.

I feel like this time with Sylvia is particularly hard because it’s really just me who is responsible for her napping.  When Andrew was little, Karen, Bryan, and I were all sometimes responsible for putting him down for naps.  That had it’s own challenges.  But with Sylvia, there’s no outside-the-family childcare, and due to division of labor and doing what is easiest, I’m the one who puts Sylvia down while Bryan takes care of Andrew.  I guess that makes it a little easier to be consistent, but it also makes me feel that the responsibility for Sylvia’s sleeping unhappiness rests primarily squarely on my shoulders.  It’s a heavy weight.

OK, I think I’ve had enough feeling sorry for myself.  Off to get dressed and fold some laundry.  Have a good Sunday!  Wish Sylvia a long nap.  It’s been about 20 minutes now since she stopped yelling…

Orchard afternoon

grassgirl.JPGOct. 4: Sarah, Wes, Charlie and our gang met at Door Creek Orchard this afternoon to enjoy the lovely day.  Being a picturesque location, we took loads of photos.  I can’t get enough of my sweet kids:)
Andrew was having a good time covering Sylvia in grass.  She was having a great time munching on said grass.  Perhaps she believes she is an ungulate.
OK, I’ve got to turn off the computer.  It’s midnight!  Tomorrow afternoon/evening I’m going to American Players Theater and Bryan will have both kids.  Wish him luck if you wouldn’t mind.  He hasn’t had Sylvia on his own very much, and these days she’s pretty keen on having her mom around.  Hopefully it’ll be a good experience!

Granny and Grandad’s visit

grannytime.JPGOct. 4:  It’s been a little hard to post this past week. Sylvia is continuing to only sleep for 20-40 minutes before waking up.  And then she’s really not going back to sleep.  So…that’s been fun.
But, what was fun was to have Granny and Grandad come visit us last weekend.  Andrew got to show his preschool off to his grandparents.  The boys all went to the zoo on Saturday, and they both got lots of Sylvia time.  Sylvie is so amazing right now.  I’m really glad that they got to see her as she’s transitioning from a cuddly baby to an active little one.
Granny is driving up to see us next Sunday, so we’re looking forward to seeing her again soon!  Photos of their visit are in the gallery.

Boy loves his preschool

preschool.jpgOct. 4: Andrew was really disappointed that he couldn’t go to preschool today.  So Bryan offered to play preschool with him.  It was pretty sweet.
Andrew’s been coming home singing songs, showing off his artwork, and skipping and dreaming about when he can go back.  Everything I’ve seen about his preschool makes me love it.  It’s all so gentle and play-oriented.
I had a short conference with his teachers, Sue and Emily, on Thursday. They are really enjoying Andrew, and I got the pleasure of having other adults talk warmly about my sweet boy.  Good preschool times!

Crawling in her sleep

Oct. 2: Well the good news is that Sylvia is sleeping much better at night and took some good naps yesterday.  I only really had to let her cry yesterday morning (it was a 40 minute doozie), and then she seemed to remember how to fall asleep and stay asleep.
I was about to write a post about how much I was enjoying my quiet morning with Andrew at preschool and Sylvia napping when I heard a “clunk” and she woke up yelling.  She’d only been sleeping for about 40 minutes, so I gave her the pacifier and left her to fall back asleep.  Well now she’s been crying for about 10 minutes, and I don’t think she’s going to get back to sleep.  Poor girl!
I’m going to rescue her now.  I hope she’ll stop trying to crawl around the crib while sleeping!

Saying “Dada”

onmamaslap.jpgOct. 1: This morning, Sylvia and I were lying in bed while Bryan got ready for work.  Sylvia kept repeating, “Dadadaddadadad.”  I was trying to figure out if she was talking about her Dada, so I said, “Dada is going byebye.”  She waved and said “baba dada baba dada dada dada.”  Bryan didn’t feel like it was a certain enough statement to be her first word, but it was at least her first meaningful babble!
In other news, I took her to the doctor this morning to check her ears to see if they are all clear.  And…they are healthy ears!  So that’s the upside.  Sylvia might not like the ramifications, though, because I am currently letting her holler in her crib.  She’s forgotten how to take normal, decent naps, and now that I know that she’s not suffering from an ear infection, I’m going to be a harder-hearted mommy and try to help her re-learn how to take naps and sleep for longer stretches at night.  Wish us luck!

I think we’re all healthy again

Sept. 29: Wow, I can’t believe that it’s almost the end of September!  When did that happen?
I’m in the processes of backing up my computer, but I thought I’d take a moment before I step away from the computer to make dinner to quickly update that Sylvia seems healthy.  She’s a happy girl during the day again.  Still waking pretty frequently at night though…
This morning, I was so surprised to see Sylvia crawling down the hall from the bathroom to the kitchen.  She really got everything synched up for a good, long crawl.  Usually she’s staying within about a five-foot area.
Bryan’s parents were here for the weekend (since we canceled our Northfield trip due to Sylvia’s unhappiness).  We had a really, really nice time.  Photos are in the gallery!